Life Sentence

"What happens to a dream deferred?..."

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I’d Rather Live Under a Bridge (Part Two)

Okay, hold up!!!

My grandma said she didn’t have any money, but she just stopped by my house and gave me her debit card and yelled at me about her “being late for work,” and that I haven’t called her since my mom left for vacation. There are A LOT of things wrong with this picture.

  1. I thought she didn’t have any money???
  2. There’s no way she can be “late for work.” She cleans a house in Paradise Valley, and has been doing so for 26 years. They don’t care when she show’s up to work!
  3. She hasn’t randomly popped up but once since my mom left. My mom will be back today, so she’ll start randomly popping up again, and how can I call her if my phone is off?! WTF?!
  4. WHY THE HELL DO I NEED TO CALL HER? I don’t have shit to say to her if it isn’t about my bills that she said she’d help me pay, but she steadily complains about it, and she’s the one who said she’d do it.

I don’t get this retarded ass family, but especially my mom and grandma.

But as the title says, I’d rather live under a bridge. I get treated like shit, constantly, and for really no reason at all. I live by myself, and I don’t understand why they’re always at my house, telling me what to do and all this other stuff.

Ugh! I wish I had a job. I don’t know how much more of this I can take!!